https://www.youtube.com/edit?o=U&feature=vm&video_id=PtwLIPYXN14

I just wanted to say that I am having such a hard time after my mom passed.
it really sucks.
i would do anything to get her back.

I am trying to keep her alive with my music and videos

i dont want  have to  wait to see mom in heaven .
I want to see her now.
Someone told me to write letters to my mom everyday so i am going to start and I want to share the letters.
If anyone knows how to survive losing a mother, please let me know.

don't worry, i am not suicidal.
I need to be there for my family and friends.

I just miss mom so much.
I love you mom. I hope u can hear me.

I tried to commit suicide and god do i regret it.drugs dont do shit!!!!

please read my blog about myself.
http://boarderlineperson.blogspot.com/